Is being a liar part of your life?

F.R.I.E.N.D.S .. ?
I learned not to trust a friend . But a best friend . To have a best friend i need to open my eyes big to see who are those trustful ones. Best friend are hard to find . Friends always betrays . What else can they do ? Sometimes they are good w you . But when they had enough fun w you or bored w you they tend to change another friend and they got so close that they might gossip about you . Having friends is like doesn't have a friend to me . You lied , you betrayed . All th bad things a friend could do , all of you did. I was always trying to be good w your . And whatever your say , i let it be . Why ? Becuz i doesn't want to lose a friend . I have been bottling up so many things . But i bet all of you doesn't even bother right ? For all th things i have said here , i think you all seen it alr also pretend like never seen it . If only th three of you can understand how am i feeling . ): Th feeling of like you guys are betraying me ... I'm not blaming all of you . but writing what i'm feeling. All your promises , your truthfulness turn out to be disppointment.